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Tuesday, October 18, 2011

busy days...

my days have been long and exhausting, i really could use a vacation right about now.
just recovering from a pretty bad cold i had a few weeks ago.
my immune system feels so weak and my mind and body are fatigued.

i'm so tired to the point where I have no desire to masturbate anymore.
i don't know if that is a good thing or not but it's pretty damn hard to stop doing something that you have made a routine out of for the past year and a half.

maybe i masturbate too much but we are all human, i have my needs. until i lose my virginity i will just have to keep up with my masturbation habits. will sex really cure my addiction to masturbation?

only time will tell.


Saturday, October 15, 2011

home alone...

well boys and girls, here i am again home alone on a saturday evening.
i am so incredibly bored right now.

what is there to do?:
masturbate? check!
watch movies? check!
eat junk food? check!
stare at the television? check!
fall asleep watching baseball? check!
read? check!
peruse the net? check!
lose my virginity? that's a negative.

sigh...i may just call it an early night.

fuck me.

Tuesday, October 4, 2011

an open love letter to lexi belle...

dear ms. belle,

i write to you today to profess my love for you.
you have impacted my life in ways that you cannot imagine.
you are the sole motivation of my daily masturbatory habits.
you are the reason why i can cum multiple times per day.
you are simply gorgeous and i wish to extend an offer to you.
i offer you my virginity, if you so choose to accept my offer, please get in contact with me.
until we meet my love,


note: for those who do not know who lexi belle is, google her. ;)

Sunday, October 2, 2011

cl experiment

if any of you have been keeping up with my past endeavors with craigslist, i have had many interesting interactions with people throughout the year.

i decided to give it a try again and see what could come of me posting a few ads.

within 15 minutes of me posting 5 ads out, i was swarmed with spam mail.
i received a handful of emails from hookers/escorts asking for money.
there are however some diamonds in the rough, i made an acquaintance with a lovely young lady. we are just friends but who knows where things could go.

i believe i am a virgin because i lack the drive to get out there and meet women normally, does that make me antisocial? perhaps a tad.

i keep thinking that someone will just drop on my lap and ask for my virginity sometime soon, but it's wishful thinking at this point.

it's a cool sunday evening here in new york city...maybe i will go for a run.
i feel lonely...


Wednesday, September 28, 2011

can't sleep and horny as fuck!

i really can't sleep tonight, i masturbated and came 4 times today already.
i can't stand this feeling anymore.

i need to get laid, anyone want to help me out?
i am tired of this.


Monday, September 26, 2011

daily grind

it's monday and if you know what that means, it's back to the daily grind of my monotonous life.

for once i would love to experience what it's like to just let loose and not have a care in the world.
i guess what i am realizing right now is that i could be a bit uptight about things from time to time. who am i kidding? i am pretty wound up all the time.
is it really that hard to relax?

perhaps i need to surround myself with people who are the total opposite of me, that would definitely make for an interesting take on life.

i am often lonely nowadays, i don't get to go out much and just enjoy my time anymore.
how do i respond to stress? i masturbate!

and i am off to masturbate right now.

i need a girl to save me from this life...


Sunday, September 25, 2011

my 100th post

wow didn't think i would make it this far, but i suppose it is better late than never.

i saw many beautiful women jogging at central park this morning, i wish i could muster up the courage to speak to one of them. it is then i think to myself that perhaps it is not the right forum to entertain such a notion, i am sure they don't want to be bothered when they are working out.

after my nice 6 mile run today, i came home, showered, and masturbated.
i had a nice hearty meal for lunch and took a nap.
all in all it was a pretty lazy sunday for me. i needed this today.

so with this post being my 100th, i figured i would share some more insight into my life. i am also fielding questions to anyone who would be interested in emailing me their inquiries.

if you haven't figured it out already, i am asian-american. i can be a pervert at times but who isn't? ;p
i love to masturbate, watch beautiful women walk in skimpy outfits during the summer seasons and i am a true testament to the saying that "nice guys finish last."

well if you have any questions for me, i look forward to seeing them in your emails.

have a good evening.

good morning nyc

had a good night's rest and ready to start this sunday off with a bang (figuratively of course)

i forgot how good it felt to vent and talk about my problems on this blog. it sure does feel good to be back, and most importantly as a reader thank you for sharing this blog with me.

i believe by the year's end i will have been laid, i will actively seek for someone to help me on my quest to finally losing my virginity.
while i know it may be a hard task, i am totally up to the challenge.

as always i encourage any of my audience/fans to email me at
i love fan mail =)

i am off to go for a morning run in central park, perhaps i may bump into a lovely young lady. ;p

more to come later guys and gals.

back from hiatus...

well boys and girls, i am back from a much needed hiatus.

here is a quick followup, i am still a virgin although i have experienced my first blowjob. i can tell you that it was a wonderful experience and i returned the favor tenfold by sharing a plentiful load with my female counterpart who was generous enough to provide me with her hospitality.

school has been going well.

but yeah, fuck! i am still a virgin...

what do i have to say about that?
nothing really, i have been living my life the same and it has gotten me nowhere romantically with a woman.

i am lonely, and horny, what else is new?
until next time my friends...


Tuesday, March 8, 2011

clear skies.

i feel like i should redeem myself and write a post with some know something worth reading? it's been some time since i have posted a lengthy update and i feel today would be best. perhaps i am feeling happier than i have recently or maybe this beautiful weather we are having is taking effect on my mood.

i have become so worn out and exhausted that i felt like collapsing this morning after my cup of coffee. i can attribute this to my lack of physical activity over the winter months. i recently signed up for the 5 borough bike tour as well, my only hope is that i can make through the demanding 42 mile trek. my cardiovascular health has gone down the drain, and i have only a month and a half to get back into respectable form.
curse you, northeast winters!

thankfully the weather has been turning around and i can finally partake in my daily runs and bike sessions. what more can i look forward to? perhaps women in skimpy outfits? that's always a plus.

this is my life as of late. will i remain the nice guy who is too shy to start initiate anything with a member of the opposite sex?

or should i turn against all my beliefs and morals and act like an ass? it seems to work well with the ladies. i have grown tired of being ignored just because women think they can take advantage of my kindness.

what else is there? i have made some friends with some very nice people over the course of writing this blog. i encourage anyone to write me, i get bored and lonely at times and it's those emails that make my day and bring a smile to my face.

i am thankful for my good friends that i have in my life.
here is to the up and up weather we will be experiencing quite soon. =)
can't say so much for my life, but i will take things in stride.

until next time.
-nyc virgin

Monday, March 7, 2011

fuck me.

what's so great about being a virgin?
i am fucking horny all the damn time...

wake up to wet dreams from time to time. (not a pleasant feeling)
my life has been pretty mundane as of late. haven't been going out. haven't had much sleep. been very out of shape. exhausted from everything.

i masturbate from 1-5 times per day. i should be endorsing some of name brand lotions out there.

i guess i could use some cheering up... =(

Saturday, March 5, 2011

update!'s been a long time since i have posted huh?

life is busy! busy as in research papers, work, family issues and etc.
i am so ready to just check out and go somewhere where i don't know anyone.

for all of you who were wondering...yes, i am still a virgin! :::gasp:::

there have been no developments on that front but i can tell you that i remain a voracious masturbation machine.

sigh...i want to have sex so bad.
just a brief update today as i have to get back to work.

Friday, February 18, 2011

gone fishin'

there are just too many things revolving around me right now...i think my mind has officially checked out.

it's a beautiful day! best weather we have had in months...i am going to happy hour tonight and sleep my weekend away!

peace out people.

-nyc virgin

p.s. porn never gets old.

Wednesday, February 16, 2011

bite off more than you can chew

that idiom describes what i am going through right now.

i wish somehow i am on vacation somewhere tropical, i just want to relax and soothe my worries away.

that or win the lottery and retire for life. wishful thinking right?

anyways the promise of a warmer new york day has not been fulfilled; a bit chillier than what i would have expected today but what i am looking forward to is the 60 degree weather coming to us on friday.
can't wait for spring to come fast enough. the winter has been dull and grey. i wish there were more going on in my life. repetition can really drive people crazy, or is it cabin fever that i am experiencing?

can't wait for short skirts, slim tight fitting tops and all the good stuff to start showing.

today is the perfect day to let out a really big sigh... :\

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

s.a.d. does that count as a euphemism for...?

i'm back! sorry for the delay in between posts.

boy, it's been 2+ weeks since i have posted an update. i apologize to my fellow followers/readers. life has been pretty hectic as of late, not in a good way either.(i will spare you the details as it is quite personal stuff, but feel free to shoot me an email if you'd really like to know about it)

in relation to today's title:
i hope you all had a wonderful valentine's day and shared it with your loved ones.
and those all those who are single out there, it was a great single's awareness day huh? yeah, i know i had a blast...myself and a whole night of masturbatory awesomeness! ::if you didn't notice the sarcasm, it's alright because masturbation; in and of itself is an awesome act.::

yeah while i have been away many things have happened to me, some good moments and many not so great times. but one thing remains a virginity is intact(is that even possible for men?) but yeah i am still a virgin, this is getting to be quite a bothersome issue with me. i try to remain strong but it's not quite working in my favor. it just goes to show what a lonely person i could be sometimes...

i envy people in relationships or just about anyone that has a physical relationship with one another. it must be a great feeling to be intertwined with someone you very much adore and enjoy your time with. well there is more to come tomorrow, i will try to be more proactive with coming back and posting everyday for my daily followers.

until virgin out!

p.s. i am really looking forward to wednesday, thursday and friday...we hit the 60s on tgif! kudos to some incoming beautiful weather. =)

Wednesday, January 26, 2011


hello my friends, it's been quite some time since any updates. just want you all to know i am still around but really busy. honestly i am really burnt out these days...on top of that i am sick again. i feel physically and mentally fatigued.

going to post some random tidbits of news here:

-check out this blog about a father weighing his decisions whether to put his infant through a circumcision(through the suggestion of his wife) i found it to be an interesting article seeing as how the father is uncut himself.

interested in this debate of whether to circumsize or not? how do you see it? chime in on the comments or feel free to email me.

-the australian open is back to start off the season of majors for our beloved tennis's pretty grueling to stay up way past my bed time to watch these matches(sometimes neglecting to study and do my homework as well). but well worth it!

i have noticed some hot women playing this tournament namely the doubles pair of gisela dulko and flavia pennetta. another one to look out for is maria kirilenko...if you don't know who these women are, i urge you to google them up. ;]

-i can't wait until spring time when i cam be free to play outdoors again...this weather has been really unappealing and i really dread walking around the muddy black snowed streets of new york city.

-snow! i hate you! go away! please.

i am going to curl back up in my sheets and sleep off this fever that i have...i am exhausted and horny(but that's not new news ;p)to boot. =/

Wednesday, January 19, 2011

running on 3 hours of sleep

i can't wait for this day to pass, i am on the verge of collapsing due to exhaustion.
i don't know why but i just couldn't sleep a wink last night...there might be something bothering me but i haven't found the root cause of it yet.

when i get home today, i will masturbate, take a hot bath/shower then sleep my worries away.

random fact of the day: did you know it's edgar allan poe's birthday today?

i will leave you with some interesting quotes by the late great poet/writer.

-"All religion, my friend, is simply evolved out of fraud, fear, greed, imagination, and poetry."

-"I have no faith in human perfectability. I think that human exertion will have no appreciable effect upon humanity. Man is now only more active - not more happy - nor more wise, than he was 6000 years ago."

-"Man's real life is happy, chiefly because he is ever expecting that it soon will be so."

i bid you all a good day!

- nyc virgin

Monday, January 17, 2011

MLK day.

sorry for the delay in posting people, been real busy with work and school work.
i have some time for a quick post today so here i am!

did you miss me? ;]

i feel like such a mess lately, haven't had much time for any upkeep of myself. i truly need a vacation and this free time that i have today i welcome with my arms wide open.

its Martin Luther King day...i would like to take this time to honor the memory of Reverend Dr. Martin Luther King Jr. for his efforts on the equal rights movement. it was through your selflessness and sacrifice that we have made great strides on this front.

so i propose to you all; no matter your color, race, ethnicity, and different backgrounds for you to just stop with the prejudice. we are supposed to be civilized individuals, we are living in the 21st century now...why can't we all just get along? let's behave as we should, we are all equal! don't let anyone else make you believe otherwise.

i would like to leave you with an excerpt of Dr. King's famed speech:

"I have a dream that one day this nation will rise up and live out the true meaning of its creed: "We hold these truths to be self-evident: that all men are created equal...I have a dream that my four little children will one day live in a nation where they will not be judged by the color of their skin but by the content of their character...I have a dream today."

(for the full speech and background of Dr. Martin Luther King Jr. check this link below)

i too share this dream with the late reverend, will it ever come to fruition? that's entirely up to all of you to make this happen.

- nyc virgin

Friday, January 7, 2011

aftermath of the holidays

i have been feeling quite sluggish lately and i can attribute it all to over eating over the holidays, literally everywhere i went there was an insane amount of food. i couldn't help but indulge and indulge, i surely was a glutton ;[

i have noticed myself becoming more doughy and round, my roommates remind me everyday of how loud i snore during my sleep (perhaps early onset of sleep apnea?) this weight gain totally has to go, therefore i am submitting myself through torture and going on a detox diet. i will eat less and healthier, that means no more indulging on hearty steak dinners, going to posh bistros, going on late night katz's deli runs...etc.

i have to do this for myself, i just feel so out of shape, the snow has prevented me from going running and i could only do some much calisthenics at home before i hit a plateau in the workout. i will try to throw in some interval training whenever needed, probably will take up a membership at the local y.

wish me luck. heart feels clogged up just talking about food.

Wednesday, January 5, 2011

luck is on my side...or was it just a coincidence?

oh hey there, guess what?

i won $150 via the mega millions lottery game from last night's drawing.
it's quite the shame that it wasn't the big jackpot, but suffice to say, a win is a win and i will take it.

and also thank you lost (the television show) those infamous numbers 4, 8, 15, and 42 really helped out.

so what to do with my new found fortune? i am going to blow it all on a steak dinner at peter luger steakhouse. yum! thinking about that steak and the thick cut of bacon makes my mouth water.

a big congratulations to the big winners of the 355 million dollar jackpot located in idaho and washington state. you lucky bastards.

i don't think i will be testing my luck anymore on the lottery, but who knows a large enough jackpot may entice me to forward $1 and try again.

did anyone win anything moderately large? i heard there were quite a few second place winners. (majority in new york state)

yeah as usual...i am quite horny...what to do, what to do? (you know the answer already ;])

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

crazed new yorkers (mega millions)

the story of the day in new york is the mega millions jackpot which grew from 330+ million to a whopping 355 million all within a matter of minutes this morning.

while i do not believe in the lottery, i have to indulge my curiosity and purchase a ticket for $1. if it is meant to be i will win but if not no worries, just wasted 1 dollar. i have no doubt the jackpot will continue to rise into the early evening.

to all the people who played the mega millions today, good luck to you!

what could someone do with all that money? i think i will take a extended vacation touring the world.

random thought of the day: what would my blog be about if i were not a virgin?
would i even have a blog? ;]

Monday, January 3, 2011

happy new year

i hope you all rung in the new year with a big bang.

i chilled with some friends and downed a few bottles of champagne, twas a good buzz and start to 2011.

so what is there to look forward to this year?

- finally finishing up with grad school.
- hopefully gaining some new potential suitors for employers.
- meeting new friends and taking this blog to new heights.
- perhaps finally losing my virginity? ( i am determined to make this one happen!)

i am sure there are many more things to come this year and i am quite excited, but all in all...2011 feels like 2010.
not sure if that is a good thing but i don't mind it.

one thing i have noticed this winter is that i have been putting on a few pounds, i have got to take advantage of this mild winter weather and exercise some more.

to new beginnings!
i welcome you 2011.