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Tuesday, October 18, 2011

busy days...

my days have been long and exhausting, i really could use a vacation right about now.
just recovering from a pretty bad cold i had a few weeks ago.
my immune system feels so weak and my mind and body are fatigued.

i'm so tired to the point where I have no desire to masturbate anymore.
i don't know if that is a good thing or not but it's pretty damn hard to stop doing something that you have made a routine out of for the past year and a half.

maybe i masturbate too much but we are all human, i have my needs. until i lose my virginity i will just have to keep up with my masturbation habits. will sex really cure my addiction to masturbation?

only time will tell.


Saturday, October 15, 2011

home alone...

well boys and girls, here i am again home alone on a saturday evening.
i am so incredibly bored right now.

what is there to do?:
masturbate? check!
watch movies? check!
eat junk food? check!
stare at the television? check!
fall asleep watching baseball? check!
read? check!
peruse the net? check!
lose my virginity? that's a negative.

sigh...i may just call it an early night.

fuck me.

Tuesday, October 4, 2011

an open love letter to lexi belle...

dear ms. belle,

i write to you today to profess my love for you.
you have impacted my life in ways that you cannot imagine.
you are the sole motivation of my daily masturbatory habits.
you are the reason why i can cum multiple times per day.
you are simply gorgeous and i wish to extend an offer to you.
i offer you my virginity, if you so choose to accept my offer, please get in contact with me.
until we meet my love,


note: for those who do not know who lexi belle is, google her. ;)

Sunday, October 2, 2011

cl experiment

if any of you have been keeping up with my past endeavors with craigslist, i have had many interesting interactions with people throughout the year.

i decided to give it a try again and see what could come of me posting a few ads.

within 15 minutes of me posting 5 ads out, i was swarmed with spam mail.
i received a handful of emails from hookers/escorts asking for money.
there are however some diamonds in the rough, i made an acquaintance with a lovely young lady. we are just friends but who knows where things could go.

i believe i am a virgin because i lack the drive to get out there and meet women normally, does that make me antisocial? perhaps a tad.

i keep thinking that someone will just drop on my lap and ask for my virginity sometime soon, but it's wishful thinking at this point.

it's a cool sunday evening here in new york city...maybe i will go for a run.
i feel lonely...


Wednesday, September 28, 2011

can't sleep and horny as fuck!

i really can't sleep tonight, i masturbated and came 4 times today already.
i can't stand this feeling anymore.

i need to get laid, anyone want to help me out?
i am tired of this.


Monday, September 26, 2011

daily grind

it's monday and if you know what that means, it's back to the daily grind of my monotonous life.

for once i would love to experience what it's like to just let loose and not have a care in the world.
i guess what i am realizing right now is that i could be a bit uptight about things from time to time. who am i kidding? i am pretty wound up all the time.
is it really that hard to relax?

perhaps i need to surround myself with people who are the total opposite of me, that would definitely make for an interesting take on life.

i am often lonely nowadays, i don't get to go out much and just enjoy my time anymore.
how do i respond to stress? i masturbate!

and i am off to masturbate right now.

i need a girl to save me from this life...