my resolve is strong, after much deliberation(and masturbation) last night i have come to a conclusion...i shall not seek an escort, although it had crossed my mind.
i had a few looks at some escorting websites that shall remain anonymous...and i thought to myself, i can't stoop to this level. i don't want to go out this way.
i shall wait until i have another opportunity, don't know when that will be but i think i could remain true to myself until that one lucky day of mine when i can finally lose my virginity.
in other news, it's a beautiful day out here in nyc. let's take a stroll outside.