clear skies.

i feel like i should redeem myself and write a post with some substance...you know something worth reading? it's been some time since i have posted a lengthy update and i feel today would be best. perhaps i am feeling happier than i have recently or maybe this beautiful weather we are having is taking effect on my mood.

i have become so worn out and exhausted that i felt like collapsing this morning after my cup of coffee. i can attribute this to my lack of physical activity over the winter months. i recently signed up for the 5 borough bike tour as well, my only hope is that i can make through the demanding 42 mile trek. my cardiovascular health has gone down the drain, and i have only a month and a half to get back into respectable form.
curse you, northeast winters!

thankfully the weather has been turning around and i can finally partake in my daily runs and bike sessions. what more can i look forward to? perhaps women in skimpy outfits? that's always a plus.

this is my life as of late. will i remain the nice guy who is too shy to start initiate anything with a member of the opposite sex?

or should i turn against all my beliefs and morals and act like an ass? it seems to work well with the ladies. i have grown tired of being ignored just because women think they can take advantage of my kindness.

what else is there? i have made some friends with some very nice people over the course of writing this blog. i encourage anyone to write me, i get bored and lonely at times and it's those emails that make my day and bring a smile to my face.

i am thankful for my good friends that i have in my life.
here is to the up and up weather we will be experiencing quite soon. =)
can't say so much for my life, but i will take things in stride.

until next time.
-nyc virgin

fuck me.

what's so great about being a virgin?
i am fucking horny all the damn time...

wake up to wet dreams from time to time. (not a pleasant feeling)
my life has been pretty mundane as of late. haven't been going out. haven't had much sleep. been very out of shape. exhausted from everything.

i masturbate from 1-5 times per day. i should be endorsing some of name brand lotions out there.

i guess i could use some cheering up... =(

update!

phew...it's been a long time since i have posted huh?

life is busy! busy as in research papers, work, family issues and etc.
i am so ready to just check out and go somewhere where i don't know anyone.

for all of you who were wondering...yes, i am still a virgin! :::gasp:::

there have been no developments on that front but i can tell you that i remain a voracious masturbation machine.

sigh...i want to have sex so bad.
just a brief update today as i have to get back to work.

gone fishin'

there are just too many things revolving around me right now...i think my mind has officially checked out.

it's a beautiful day! best weather we have had in months...i am going to happy hour tonight and sleep my weekend away!

peace out people.

-nyc virgin

p.s. porn never gets old.

bite off more than you can chew

that idiom describes what i am going through right now.

i wish somehow i am on vacation somewhere tropical, i just want to relax and soothe my worries away.

that or win the lottery and retire for life. wishful thinking right?


anyways the promise of a warmer new york day has not been fulfilled; a bit chillier than what i would have expected today but what i am looking forward to is the 60 degree weather coming to us on friday.
can't wait for spring to come fast enough. the winter has been dull and grey. i wish there were more going on in my life. repetition can really drive people crazy, or is it cabin fever that i am experiencing?

can't wait for short skirts, slim tight fitting tops and all the good stuff to start showing.

today is the perfect day to let out a really big sigh... :\

s.a.d. does that count as a euphemism for...?

i'm back! sorry for the delay in between posts.

boy, it's been 2+ weeks since i have posted an update. i apologize to my fellow followers/readers. life has been pretty hectic as of late, not in a good way either.(i will spare you the details as it is quite personal stuff, but feel free to shoot me an email if you'd really like to know about it)

in relation to today's title:
i hope you all had a wonderful valentine's day and shared it with your loved ones.
and those all those who are single out there, it was a great single's awareness day huh? yeah, i know i had a blast...myself and a whole night of masturbatory awesomeness! ::if you didn't notice the sarcasm, it's alright because masturbation; in and of itself is an awesome act.::

yeah while i have been away many things have happened to me, some good moments and many not so great times. but one thing remains a constant...my virginity is intact(is that even possible for men?) but yeah i am still a virgin, this is getting to be quite a bothersome issue with me. i try to remain strong but it's not quite working in my favor. it just goes to show what a lonely person i could be sometimes...

i envy people in relationships or just about anyone that has a physical relationship with one another. it must be a great feeling to be intertwined with someone you very much adore and enjoy your time with. well there is more to come tomorrow, i will try to be more proactive with coming back and posting everyday for my daily followers.

until tomorrow...nyc virgin out!

p.s. i am really looking forward to wednesday, thursday and friday...we hit the 60s on tgif! kudos to some incoming beautiful weather. =)

burnout

hello my friends, it's been quite some time since any updates. just want you all to know i am still around but really busy. honestly i am really burnt out these days...on top of that i am sick again. i feel physically and mentally fatigued.

going to post some random tidbits of news here:

-check out this blog about a father weighing his decisions whether to put his infant through a circumcision(through the suggestion of his wife) i found it to be an interesting article seeing as how the father is uncut himself.

http://shine.yahoo.com/channel/parenting/the-circumcision-debate-is-it-normal-or-barbaric-2441805/

interested in this debate of whether to circumsize or not? how do you see it? chime in on the comments or feel free to email me.

-the australian open is back to start off the season of majors for our beloved tennis players...it's pretty grueling to stay up way past my bed time to watch these matches(sometimes neglecting to study and do my homework as well). but well worth it!

i have noticed some hot women playing this tournament namely the doubles pair of gisela dulko and flavia pennetta. another one to look out for is maria kirilenko...if you don't know who these women are, i urge you to google them up. ;]

-i can't wait until spring time when i cam be free to play outdoors again...this weather has been really unappealing and i really dread walking around the muddy black snowed streets of new york city.

-snow! i hate you! go away! please.

i am going to curl back up in my sheets and sleep off this fever that i have...i am exhausted and horny(but that's not new news ;p)to boot. =/