s.a.d. does that count as a euphemism for...?

i'm back! sorry for the delay in between posts.

boy, it's been 2+ weeks since i have posted an update. i apologize to my fellow followers/readers. life has been pretty hectic as of late, not in a good way either.(i will spare you the details as it is quite personal stuff, but feel free to shoot me an email if you'd really like to know about it)

in relation to today's title:
i hope you all had a wonderful valentine's day and shared it with your loved ones.
and those all those who are single out there, it was a great single's awareness day huh? yeah, i know i had a blast...myself and a whole night of masturbatory awesomeness! ::if you didn't notice the sarcasm, it's alright because masturbation; in and of itself is an awesome act.::

yeah while i have been away many things have happened to me, some good moments and many not so great times. but one thing remains a constant...my virginity is intact(is that even possible for men?) but yeah i am still a virgin, this is getting to be quite a bothersome issue with me. i try to remain strong but it's not quite working in my favor. it just goes to show what a lonely person i could be sometimes...

i envy people in relationships or just about anyone that has a physical relationship with one another. it must be a great feeling to be intertwined with someone you very much adore and enjoy your time with. well there is more to come tomorrow, i will try to be more proactive with coming back and posting everyday for my daily followers.

until tomorrow...nyc virgin out!

p.s. i am really looking forward to wednesday, thursday and friday...we hit the 60s on tgif! kudos to some incoming beautiful weather. =)